Friday, 5 July 2013

SOS: Help a fellow Chuckster out!!!

I really hate to use this medium of communication for a such selfish agenda but I am JUST that desperate!!! :-(

 I am currently travelling around the United States and Canada. As we speak I am in Washington DC on July 4th...sounds cool right?!?  Just one problem....FREAKING INTERMITTENT WI-FI AND NO GLOBAL DATA ROAMING!!! :'( :@ (yeah yeah 1st word problems what a sissy I am)

  I feel cut off from my fellow Chuckster and NERD tweeps :-B and things like the Nerd Machine. 



I will cut to the chase... I am desperate to get into the some panels at the NerdHQ in San Diego this month (Especially if there is a CHUCK panel). I will be in San Diego but I am freaking that due to my wi-fi issues I will miss a Nerd Machine tweet/update and totally miss out on panel tickets.

So can I please ask anyone and everyone in the know to "holler at me" (is that what the cool kids say?!?) when they see an announcement?? I will owe you a remarkable debt of gratitude...

You all know how to get me, just hit me up on Twitter @moggyvouk_82

Chuck fans are the best and I look forward to see as many of you as humanly possible in SDCC/NerdHQ!!! 

I will keep you updated on my progress...


Till next time

MoggyV




Friday, 30 November 2012

CHUCK vs. the 80's X-Men

Before I was introduced to the brilliance that is Team Bartowski in CHUCK there was another unusual…even uncanny family unit of heroes; a family that was so diverse and interesting... filled with characters that inspired awe and astounded the senses just like that rag-tag bunch of Bartowski and friends... I am of course talking about the X-Men.
For going on two decades I have enjoyed reading and watching the adventures of the “Children of the Atom” lead by Charles Xavier and Scott Summers (aka Cyclops) featuring such awesome characters as Jean Grey, Wolverine and Beast. They have made me laugh and cry in equal measure and it has been such a thrilling experience to say the least and I am happy to call myself an X-Men fan. 
The X-Men is a comic about mutants, people whose powers make them different to the rest of “normal” society. These X-Men elect to use their powers to make the world a better place and often involves saving the people who hate and fear them. At its core the message of the X-Men is everybody is different and that is okay…better than okay, it is awesome!!  It also preaches tolerance for those who are different to you because it’s their world too; and what does it say about humanity that quite often we can’t?
Not only is this a great message but it combines so well with the ethos of CHUCK that one guy, one nerd can make a difference and not just that but get the girl too. CHUCK and by extension Zac Levi’s Nerd Machine movement has shown us that being a Nerd is being passionate and being who you are. Personally I think that is pretty cool, let your nerd flag fly and if others don’t like that, so what… it is their loss!
Now that my soapbox moment has passed, I can talk about what this blog entry is about…
Have you ever wondered what comic book character you favourite CHUCK character would be? I would venture to say probably not, but I am weird that way!  Seeing as the ideologies of CHUCK and the X-Men are so similar I thought I would start there. But there have been a lot of members of the X-Men, I decided to restrict it to the team I loved the most…The Claremont & Byrne X-Men of the early to mid 1980’s


So here we go…
Chuck is Kitty Pryde (Shadowcat) and Sarah is Colossus
You only have to look at this site to see how much I enjoy the character Chuck Bartowski; I believe one of my followers on twitter summed it up best when he said “he’s OUR guy!!” We all associate with him… he is the everyman nerd who loves his family and embraces his differences like we all do and we love him for it. He could be us, he’s not a kick-ass smoking hot ninja spy or a hard-ass ex-Marine but he is out there trying to make the world a better place.
For the fans of the X-men (at my age or older), Kitty Pryde is the character we all associate with. She is this teenage girl-genius with nerd-ish tendencies who is growing up in Illinois when her mutant power to become intangible and do things like walk through walls manifests (now that would be a great power for a spy to have). She soon finds herself at the Xavier Schools for the Gifted with likes of a weather goddess, feral Canadian super-soldier and living breathing colossus. She goes into this world with a surreal sense of wonder, just as we would…just as Chuck would.
Like Chuck’s entry into the spy life, Kitty begins her life with the X-Men unsure of her place on the team and how to be a superhero; but as we witness her go from neophyte to experienced operative much like Chuck’s hero journey.  Now they are both adept at what they do, thanks to Wolverine we now see Kitty is a fully fledged ninja and even without the intersect Chuck can hold his own in the field.
The impact of the Kitty Pryde character has been felt across the multiple mediums of pop-culture; but don’t just take my word for it… ask Joss Whedon who has stated Kitty Pryde was the major inspiration for Buffy the Vampire Slayer!! Holy smokes…let that percolate for a moment; I mean you could make an argument for Kitty being the most influential comic book character of the last 30 years.
Now on to a couple of eloquent, beautiful and artistic souls hidden behind a killer bodies of solid steel (one of them actual steel) with the strength and power to level any foe. ..Agent Sarah Walker and Colossus!!  This wall of steel, physical in the case of Colossus and metaphorical in the case of Sarah Walker gives the interpretation of these two being cold and mechanical but this is so far from the truth.
Those close to Colossus know that he is mellow spirit who loves nature and art; he is a deep thinker always cautious that his strength can put those around him in danger if he is not careful. Sarah came from a difficult upbringing and has had trouble letting her feeling be known for fear that anybody she lets in will abandon her. But Chuck’s persistence and resilience to bring Sarah’s emotion walls down exposed us to a Sarah who cares deeply for Chuck and his (now her) family and what a wicked sense of humour!!!
In saying that it is best not to get either Colossus or Sarah angry because they will hand out a mean beatdown! We know what Sarah did in Thailand, she nearly tore a whole mercenary army single-handedly and Colossus is strong enough to go toe-to-toe with the Hulk and survive…don’t mess with them, simple as that.
It wouldn’t have escaped you that the characters I am comparing (Chuck to Kitty & Sarah to Colossus) are of different genders but I don’t see it as being an issue; kick-assery is not gender specific. In all seriousness that was the charm of CHUCK (amongst many other things) that a female character could be the powerhouse tank demolishing bad guys and look seriously hot doing it! The fact that the protagonist on the show needed to be protected by his female handler was refreshing and in my opinion great to see and we have seen it on other shows like Buffy: The Vampire Slayer. Unlike Buffy though Sarah has no powers (or intersect), it is all her!!
Those who have read many of the X-Men comics know that Colossus and Shadowcat are romantically involved but it would be foolish of me to say their love story rivals that of Chuck and Sarah narrative because frankly it is not. I have waxed lyrically and at great length on this blog about how I believe Chuck and Sarah is the greatest love story in the TV medium. But how they do compare is the similar beginnings and how it was more of a plutonic chaste deep friendship to begin with due to the forbidden elements of the respective pairings. When they first started getting close as friends Colossus was approximately in his late teens and Kitty was fourteen, so for comics and even for society now it was quite a taboo relationship but the truth is it was all very innocent. Sarah and Chuck was taboo for a different reason, asset/handler relationship and all that. Things have changed for both pairings since then but the depths of affection they share for each other have not.
What we can all agree on is the remarkable journey the two literary foils/protagonists have taken Kitty started her journey as the most junior of “X-Men” and is now the Headmistress at the Jean Grey School for Higher Learning working in tandem with her mentor and Headmaster Wolverine. Did I mention she is a ninja and has a pet dragon; I mean that is a dream we all have right??
Chuck began his journey working at the Buy More which was a waste of his talents but thanks to Sarah he realized he could do so much more, he could save the world… a lot!! Sarah has inspired Chuck to make himself a better man for her… for himself. I think he has done a pretty good job, plus he got the girl; aces Charles… just aces!!


Casey is Wolverine
Ok in some ways this is a stretch, I mean Casey is a patriotic American of immense stature and Wolverine is a nuggetty little unit that is as Canadian as maple syrup and Molson beer.
But in other ways these two are so much alike… in the immortal words of Wolverine; they are “the best they are at what they do…and what they do isn’t very nice!” Elite Soldiers, hardened spies, grizzled  war veterans, wandering ronins and ninjas with angry (not calm)centres… choose your descriptors because Casey and Wolverine have been all these and more throughout their decades of service to Queen (for Wolverine at least) and country. This service has meant both have had to give up any chance of a regular life with their loved ones to protect the country they serve. What they do is so dangerous that anybody that can be tied to them is in danger from their enemies.
We also know that when called on both Wolverine and Casey can kill for the greater good. Both are willing to do the jobs that are too messy for others; and so their friends don’t have to compromise who they are or what they value. Wolverine leads the team X-Force which eliminates serious threats to mutantkind with maximum prejudice and Casey has killed many threats to Team Bartowski including some on Chuck’s behalf like when he complete Chuck’s red test because he knows that his friend can’t take a life without it destroying who he is as a person.  Wolverine has gone as far to move some of the younger X-men from the danger of being on the team’s active roster; opening a school so the kids can learn and get an education before they make a choice to fight or not. Until then Wolverine will do the fighting so they don’t have to.
What is under-rated about both Casey and Wolverine is that they are such great mentors and loyal friends.  Wolverine mentor-pupil relationship with Shadowcat may just be my favourite in comics; yes even better than Batman and Robin!!! Wolverine taught Shadowcat how to fight and even trained her as a ninja; there have been many other X-men who Wolverine has taken under his wing (or claws) such as Rogue and Jubilee but Shadowcat was the original and in my opinion the best. Same goes for Casey and his “tough-love” with Chuck in many ways he has turned a shy and insecure Nerd into a confident (yet self-effacing), resourceful and courageous Nerd. Both men in question see the potential in others and they make it their mission to unearth this. You cannot ask for a better teammate then these two both embodies the values of simper fi, they are loyal and will have your back no matter what right till the very end.
Does anybody really doubt the effectiveness of the Casey/Walker partnership? These two despite their differences have made a remarkable team, NSA and CIA don’t normally work well with each other but these two were deadly combo… As for Wolverine and Colossus despite being different people they move together seamlessly and are the quintessential big man/little man combo and let’s not forget they are the innovators of the most electrifying and devastating move in all comics…THE FASTBALL SPECIAL!!!!  
I have to admit I make no secret about Wolverine being my favourite character in all of comics and some of my favourite moments are when Wolverine and Nightcrawler are hanging together, this odd couple after a rocky start became fast friends and I would honestly buy a comic with Wolvie and the elf just shooting the breeze…it’s comic book gold! Doesn’t this sound just like Casey and Morgan, these guys bring so much fun to the show especially in Seasons 4 and 5? Almost without realizing it these two became great friends despite their differences and I love it.

Morgan is Nightcrawler
One is a furry little swashbuckler with an eye for the ladies and the other is Kurt Wagner aka Nightcrawler!!! See what I did there ;-)
Both Morgan and Kurt can be relied upon to keep the spirit light with a joke or gag even when the situation looks bleakest. Both are important to their respective teams not just for comedic value but they have courage and heart in spades.  Without a doubt Nightcrawler is the more accomplished field operative, especially as a swordsman where he is arguably a match for Wolverine…but then again Morgan did get the intersect!
One of the things we know about Morgan is that no matter what he is loyal; especially to his “hetro-Life Partner” Chuck and Ellie. Plus as soon as he finds out how much Sarah means to Chuck she instantly is afforded the same level of loyalty. We know that Chuck and Morgan friendship has been forged in the fires of Chuck’s difficult childhood when his parents left him it was Morgan and Ellie who were the constants in his life.
As Chuck puts it…
“… Sarah, I don't have parents. I don't really talk about it because that's the way things are now. But it wasn't always this way. Morgan was there the first day my mom took off. He didn't say much. Because honestly what's a fifth grader supposed to say? But we sat there and split a cherry cheesecake and played Legend of Zelda all night long. And my dad, well that's - that's a whole other story. But Morgan was there for that too. Morgan is more than just my best friend. He's my family! Before you got here, and long after you've gone, Morgan is my family!”
Alright so Chuck might be dead wrong on the Sarah leaving part but we know how Chuck feels about Morgan.  This is mirrored by the journey Nightcrawler and Kitty/Shadowcat have been through since Kitty joined the X-men. When the rest of the X-men were thought to be dead after the events of Fall of the Mutants; Nightcrawler and Kitty founded the team Excalibur as their way to carry on Professor Xavier’s dream. This was a tough time for these two they thought that they had lost their friends…family even; it is the sort of experience that bonds friends forever. Even though the rest of the X-Men were found to be alive eventually; the truth is even though Kurt and it Kitty were close before it was this experience that forged a deeper bond due to this shared experience.
On a somewhat irreverent note you could also point to a similarity between Morgan and Nightcrawler in their clerical roles… Morgan was after all the celebrant at Sarah & Chuck’s wedding and Nightcrawler is an ordained Catholic Priest.

Ellie is Storm
 This was a definite no-brainer Storm and Ellie are each the matriarchs of their respective groups and you could argue the glue that holds them together. Even before she knew Team Bartowski was spies, Ellie was the “big sister” to all (not just Chuck) and made it her responsibility to ensure that those close to Chuck are treated like family. The idea that family is what you make of it is one of the reasons we all love CHUCK and Ellie is perhaps the biggest reason for this.  Despite all the family issues that troubled Ellie and Chuck as children she is really the most remarkable of people, the impact she has had on Sarah and Casey is more than Ellie could ever realize.
In many ways Storm is the spiritual centre of the X-men much like Ellie is with Team Bartowski; you really see the similarity between the two in their relationships with some other members of the team.
·         Storm/Shadowcat to Ellie/Chuck: Storm sees herself as Kitty’s big sister and is extremely protective of her “kitten” but she also realizes that Kitty is one of the smartest, perceptive and inventive people she knows and her potential for brilliance knows no bounds. Sounds pretty close to the Ellie/Chuck dynamic to me.
·         Storm/Colossus to Ellie/Sarah: Storm and Peter is a special relationship; closer than most blood siblings. Both gentle souls with a shared interest in nature and the arts…but if pushed to fight they are fearsome forces of nature that will stop at nothing to protect their family and friends. Their shared affection and protective instincts for Kitty are almost identical to how Ellie and Sarah feel about Chuck.  Ellie has been like the sister Sarah never had and watching their relationship build overtime; built on the foundation of being the two most important people in Chuck’s life. I mean who could forget the end of Vs. The Cat Squad where Sarah asked Ellie to be her Maid of Honour. Ellie has been both a friend and a sister to Sarah; along with Chuck Ellie has provided Sarah with a feeling of belonging, home and family the likes of which Sarah thought she may never have… or deserve. If anyone tries to hurt Chuck…these ladies will make you pay in spades!!!!
·         Storm/Wolverine to Ellie/Casey: Much like Storm was with Wolverine initially, Ellie is a little uncomfortable with (even scared of) John Casey’s abrupt and foul-tempered behavior. But after a while Ellie sees that behind the grunts and scowls of John Casey is not only a hero but a loyal and true friend to herself and Chuck.  John Casey admires Ellie’s fighting spirit and truth be told he is more than just a little enamored with Ellie and the way she carries herself. Storm and Wolverine are much the same, after a rocky start to their relationship as part of the X-men they are now more than friends, they are confidants.  Storm doesn’t approve of Wolverine’s often brutal methods to get things done, but she does appreciate that it is a burden he carries so his friends can be safe and also so they don’t have to compromise their values by doing such deeds.  Ellie feels the same about Casey in the way he protects Chuck (and his family) and does what Chuck can’t (killing to save family and country) Wolverine thinks the world of his teammate and vise versa despite being quite different people; they know that when the chips are down the other will be there until the end because that is what friends are for.
·         Storm/Nightcrawler to Ellie/Morgan: Ellie and Morgan has been such a funny relationship throughout the five seasons of CHUCK, the relationship is very much plutonic but not for a lack of trying on Morgan’s behalf (You’re like a sister to me… A sister I want to have sex with so bad.). Nightcrawler is similar to Morgan in this way as he believes Storm is one of the finest creatures walking the earth but he knows that it can never be that way with her as she seems him as a brother that she would give her life for and that he would do the same.


Devon is Angel
Just like Devon, Angel is blond, has great looks and is very popular with the ladies however the truth is both of these guys have great hearts for compassion even if it seems they are self-involved or arrogant. It takes a lot to be a captain of awesome!!!

General Beckman is Cyclops
The great leader and a huge stickler for rules; people often assume (wrongly) that both Beckman and Cyclops aka Scott Summers are so straight-laced that they could only go by-the-book but the truth is they will stop at nothing for the right cause and those they love like family.
Cyclops used to be seen as solely Professor Xavier’s mouthpiece but he now is seen as a leader is willing to fight fire with fire to save mutantkind from extinction even if it puts humanity at risk. Cyclops has taken the burden of mutant survival on his own shoulders much like Beckman has done with the welfare of her rag-tag band agents on the intersect project.
Beckman is willing to use all her resources to assist Team Bartowski even when the CIA had them atop their hit list.  Let’s not forget her dirty-blonde phase towards the end of the cold war; you could really see why Roan was so enamored with her.
Beckman and Cyclops are great leaders not because they stick to the rules but because they are loyal to their followers, friends and colleagues and this instills loyalty in those that follow them.


Bloggers Notes: I hope you guys enjoyed this; I would like to say there are many more entries to come now that my Uni studies are complete but if I get a teaching job soon I doubt I will be able to write too many entries. But I hope to have at least one more done before Christmas.
 Anyways I am off to Singapore tomorrow for a week, it has been a long year of study and I think I deserve a break. I just want to thank anyone who asked about Cheerful Symmetry during my hiatus…hopefully my poor standard hasn’t dropped off too much!

Sehingga jumpa lagi everyone!!! (Thanks Liyana)

Saturday, 28 April 2012

Chuck & Sarah: A Simple Song that says so much

Anyone remember that scene from the movie “Garden State” where Natalie Portman introduces Zachary Braff to The Shins where she says “You gotta hear this one song it will change your life…I swear!!”? It is one of my favourite movie scenes of all time, you see Braff’s character listening to “New Slang” and it just hits him like an epiphany, from that point on having met Portman’s character his life did change.
Fans of CHUCK know that the Pilot episode ends on that beach with "A Comet Appears" by The Shins and that indicates a point where having met Sarah and getting the intersect Chuck’s life changes.
So a last month I was watching Saturday Night Live (SNL) just to see The Shins… and they did it to me again with a simple song called "Simple Song". I remember chatting with a fellow Chuckster about my attachment with this song and how I felt it related to Chuck and Sarah. I had a sense that at some stage I would have to write about it; it stirred the emotions that much!!
This song is just so amazing; it almost seems that it was written about Chuck & Sarah. In fact I have convinced myself this song IS about Chuck & Sarah. The love, the angst, the happiness and the sorrow of our favourite spy couple.


He made a fumbling play for her heart... the act struck a spark
The way Sarah and Chuck make each other better people; Sarah showing Chuck that he destined for better things and that he can be a hero just by being true to himself and Chuck showing Sarah that she doesn’t have to be just a spy, she can be a real girl and she deserves a real life.
Pay special attention to the last 6 lines of the song, which I believe is just the essence of the Chuck & Sarah romance.
Below are the song lyrics which I just want to share with you all; I think the song speaks for itself so I will not add any unnecessary analysis

Simple Song By The Shins (Lyrics by James Mercer)
Well, this is just a simple song,
To say what you done.
I told you 'bout all those fears,
And away they did run.
You sure must be strong,
And you feel like an ocean being warmed by the sun.

When I was just nine years old,
 I swear that I dreamt,
Your face on a football field,
And a kiss that I kept,
Under my vest.
Apart from everything,
 But the heart in my chest.

I know that things can really get rough,
When you go it alone. Don't go thinking you gotta be tough,
And play like a stone.

Could be there's nothing else in our lives so critical,
As this little home.
My life in an upturned boat, Marooned on a cliff.
You brought me a great big flood,
And you gave me a lift. Girl, what a gift
Will you tell me with your tongue,
And your breath was in my lungs,
And we float up through the rift.

I know that things can really get rough,
When you go it alone. Don't go thinking you gotta be tough,
 And play like a stone.

Could be there's nothing else in our lives so critical,
 As this little home.

Well, this would be a simple song,
To say what you done.
I told you 'bout all those fears,
And away they did run.
You sure must be strong,
When you feel like an ocean being warmed by the sun.

Remember walking a mile to your house,
Aglow in the dark?
I made a fumbling play for your heart,
And the act struck a spark.
You wore a charm on the chain that I stole, Especial for you.
Love's such a delicate thing that we do,
With nothing to prove,
Which I never knew.

Finally I have spoken about how much I love The Head and The Heart’s “Rivers and Roads” but does anyone else think “Simple Song” could work as the final song on CHUCK? We started on the beach with a song by The Shins; could we end it on that same beach with a song by the same band?
You guys know how much I love my symmetry!!

Can any of the You-tube gurus out there cut something together? I think it would be awesome! :)


Love's such a delicate thing that we do...


PS: If you love "Simple Song" like I do, buy the latest album by The Shins called "Port of Morrow" which features the track!!

PPS: The Shins are confirmed to be performing in Australia at Splendor in the Grass 2012, along with a lot of other great bands heard on Chuck but I don't think I can make it... :'-/

PPPS: Shout out to @Dom2392; a fellow CHUCKSTER on Twitter who I keep promising to do a post on the brilliance of Sarah Walker's legs. Dom, my next post while not solely about Agent Walker's pegs will be packed with mentions of said Agent's legs...and arms....and clothing...and weapons...

Friday, 13 April 2012

A song of post-CHUCK malaise

Well as awesome as chocolates, bunnies and bilbies are Easter is a time of year that many of us often reflect on what the great sacrifice of the individual for the many. Sacrifice, love, family, fellowship and goodwill you don’t have to be religious to value these concepts and when I reflect on the concepts I often comeback to CHUCK and how the show enshrined these concepts and staying true to them throughout its five season run.
So now is as good of time as any to post again here on “Cheerful Symmetry”; truth is I would have loved to have written more here but I have started back at university some six year after first graduating. It has been non-stop with lectures and assessments plus becoming an uncle for the first time has kept me very busy and has meant I have neglected my blog writing. So I plan to make the most of this window opening up on my schedule and get something written.
I feel horrible for not having written here since the end of CHUCK and I put it down to the post-CHUCK malaise that has engulfed many of us; but whilst I haven’t watch too many episodes of the show since the CHUCK finale I have continued to listen much of the great music we have heard on the show.
I want to talk about one song in particular which I find myself listening to constantly now; probably more now since CHUCK finished than before when I first heard it in Chuck Vs The Third Dimension; that is the amazing track Lost Coastlines by Okkervil River.
The song was used brilliantly towards the end of that episode to describe Chuck’s acceptance of his loss of innocence in seeing Sarah killing Mauser in the previous episode (the seminal Chuck Vs The Santa Claus).  In many ways it was Chuck and Sarah’s Rubicon; Chuck finds the act of killing abhorrent but he recognizes that Sarah will do anything to protect him as he would for her. Even though it scares him he understands there is no turning his back on Agent Walker his future is with the beautiful yet deadly Sarah come what may.
The song is about setting off on a journey being unsure where it would take you… Chuck and Sarah’s journey took us to so many great places on the show. When I listen to the song now (and I have been a lot) it reminds me of a different journey; my journey to a world without CHUCK.
Sometimes the journey is just as important as the destination
(Thanks Liyana for the pic edit)


Let me break down the song, see what you all think…
Lost Coastlines By Okkervil River
Packed and all eyes turned in
No one to see on the quay, no one waving for me
Just the shoreline receding
Ticket in my hand, I'm thinking wish I didn't hand it in
'cause who said sailing is fine?
Leaving behind all the faces that I might
Replace if I tried on that long ride
Looking deep inside but I don't want to look so deep inside yet

This to me is my initial feeling on the ending of the show and the isolation I felt. It is also how CHUCK ended, I have not felt up to watching the past episodes again because as great the finale was it really was a heart-wrenching and draining experience. I feel like I have left a part of life behind but I am not prepared to move on yet.

Sit down, sit down on the prow to wave back
There might not be another stop further on the line
Look out, look out at each town that glides by
And there's another crowd to drown in crying eyes
This reminds me of the shared experience of CHUCK-loss; there were many brilliant Chucksters around that I talked to about the finale and how I felt and to all of you… I humbly and truly thank you all for it.
At the end of the day though, nobody can tell you how to feel; it’s a personal journey and so the sense of isolation  still remains.

And see how that light you love now just won't shine
There might just be another star that's high and far in some other sky
We sing, 'Is that marionette real enough yet to step off of that set
To decide what her dance might be doing?'
Ruining the play, too, and the ensuing melee escape.
We packed up all of our bags, the ship's deck now sags
With the weight of our tracks as we race beneath flags black and battered
Rattling our swords in service of some fated, foreign lords
Coming to the realization that CHUCK is over we now have the opportunity to find a new passion in the knowledge that we have fought had for the cause (with the psychological scars to prove it) and we as Chucksters will move on  in different directions but forever linked by the show.
I would like to think that somewhere down the line we will be rattling our swords in service of a new CHUCK project; because the show just means that much.

We sail out on orders from him but we find
The maps he sent to us don't mention lost coastlines
Where nothing we've actually seen has been mapped or outlined
And we don't recognize the names upon these signs
For me this is the realization that no matter how much we enjoy these new shows or interests, they are not CHUCK… the experience feels different, not better or worse…just different. 
So for me it is a new understanding; it tells me how special CHUCK is and that emotion blend that sets it apart from the rest.  I can’t recognize the heart of CHUCK in any other show, no matter how hard I look.


And every night finds us rocking and rolling on waves wild and wide
Well we have lost our way, but nobody's gonna say it outright
So we just go …. La la, la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la la laaaaa
Oh oh ohhhh….

The acceptance of that feeling of CHUCK-loss, it is the elephant in the room…we may never see it again and my feeling of indifference for anything else TV has to offer. I have come to terms with being lost and I am OK with it and for now I am just going to wallow in it.

I really hope that doesn’t sound too melancholy, it is just that the show has meant so much to me emotionally, creatively and even spiritually that I do feel somewhat lost especially when I think that there will be no new episodes of the show.
There are a lot of good show out there to watch now like Castle, Game of Thrones, How I met Your Mother etc. but in my opinion no other show has the same blend of heart, action, comedy and drama as CHUCK and that is why it will always be special to me.
I hope to be able to talk to you all about a Chuck movie some day; until then please feel free to find me on twitter ready and willing to talk about the show to anyone and everyone.



I will forever by rattling my sword in service of this cast


PS: I hope you have all had a great Easter and all the best to those celebrating Orthodox Easter this weekend.


Georgia the Easter Bunny says Christos Anesti & Happy Easter all!!





Thursday, 9 February 2012

Memories of CHUCK Finale

Bloggers Note: Well it seems it has taken me nearly two weeks to write down just how I feel about the Chuck finale and about Chuck finishing up in general; it was a battle with so much stuff swirling in my head and even a little writer's block too. I am just thankful to have been able to put these words down on the page, because it has been really hard to do so and I apologise if this entry has seem disjointed and scatter-brained, but hopefully you all enjoy it..


"So if you don't know what to make of this
then we will not relate"
- Rivers and Roads (Chuck 5:15) 

The first viewing of the Chuck finale, being honest I really didn't like the episode and in particular how it ended. I was inconsolable and I really struggled with the idea that Sarah had not fully got her memories back. I saw it was a pretty cruel way to end the show, especially as the show had teased at a possible Chuck and Sarah pregnancy for some of Season 5. I partly felt hurt that I had gotten my hopes up for this and for the next hour afterwards I was really wallowing in self pity.

But in times of sorrow (as in times of happiness) Chucksters reach out to each other... I spoke with the always calm (even zen-like) @dren_lla his words stopped the pity dead in its tracks and gave me the impetus to go back and re-watch the Finale and with a little more perspective to evaluate how events unfold.

I found what he said to be really cool and I am so glad he has allowed me to share these words with you guys; so here goes...


"...Think of it this way, you are in Chuck Bartowski's shoes. You are feeling exactly what he is feeling. Of course you can't know what it feels like kissing Sarah at the end. And that's where you imagine what it is. This nerd wants to think, he felt their connection. That string that binds them, the one they chose. And then he feels his heart lighten. Faith. Love. Hope.

Or you are in Sarah Walker's shoes. You're feeling all she is feeling. And you can't know what Sarah feels when she kisses Chuck at the end. You have to imagine that. This nerd wants to think she felt less scared, that her trust in him is okay and that she feels her heart lighten. Trust. Love. Hope. Even a sliver of hope can move mountains."

 



I had to read it a few times and I like to think it was a catalyst for my own personal Chuck-epiphany. Hearing the passion and faith he was speaking with; I just had to watch again with an open-mind. I mean after-all this MY show, which has resonated with me like no other... I owed it to the show (and myself) to give it another shot.

I am so glad I did, and I really can't thank Dren enough for taking time away from his personal reflection at CHUCK's end to drop some knowledge on me. To think for that hour or so I was quite bitter and twisted...I nearly gave in to hate and anger... lucky for me I didn’t.  Thanks again buddy, it really meant a lot!

So what follows are my thoughts on the CHUCK finale...
 
"Rivers and Roads
oh rivers and roads
oh rivers till I reach you"
 
- Rivers and Roads (Chuck 5:15)

 
Well the consensus is that Sarah hasn't got all her memories back... yet.  At first that wasn't good enough for me; but now I have not only come to terms with it, I am ok with it. Look I can totally understand those who feel a little cheated by this, I actually think a couple more moments of Sarah regaining her memories would have made me feel even better. But I also appreciate the vision of the creators in what I believe was a brilliant finale.
 
"I see signs now all the time
that you're not dead, you're sleeping
I believe in anything that brings you back home to me"
- Signs (Chuck 2:16)
 

I liked the Finale and I am hopeful for what the future holds for Chuck and Sarah; for starters Sarah WILL get her memories back, much like Morgan did. That much was never in doubt and never in question, at least in my opinion after all the signs were there.  Chuck will never give up on Sarah, that much we know after all he took a bullet for her and would do it everyday if he meant he could spend it with Sarah.

 
" 'cause it's a cruel and beautiful world
 And I got my girl"
-Cruel and Beautiful World (Chuck 5:13)
 

As the screen fades to black on the last episode of the show, Chuck has Sarah with him...kissing him on the beach and that is enough for Chuck (and for me). Does Sarah's memory loss mean Chuck's last five years with her were for nothing? Of course not, those last five years were in many ways the best years of Chuck's life. In Sarah, Chuck found a protector, a friend and eventually a lover, wife and soul mate in these last five years.

Even if Sarah walked out after the Quinn mission; Chuck had those five years with somebody as special as Agent Sarah Walker, how many people can say that? As they say it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all... But you know what? Sarah did choose to stay and wanted to know their story, and better than that she freaking kissed him and what a kiss it was!
 
"Been a million years full of tears;
but I found my girl"- A Million Years (Chuck 4:21)
 

I also believe that even though Sarah is hazy on the details and doesn't yet have all her memories the last five years mean the world to her. To think that in five years you have Chuck who is not only willing to take bullet for her but will forever put her happiness above his own and then to add to that all signs points towards Sarah being willing to give up all she has even known to make a life with Chuck must really be worth a lot. At first it may seem daunting but you have to believe there can be no greater feeling than knowing somebody loves you more than life itself.




"You give me something I believe in
You give me somewhere I can belong" – Belongings (Chuck 4:15)


Which brings me to perhaps the most rewarding if not the most heart-warming part of the CHUCK finale; Sarah asking Chuck to tell her their story and then of course the "Chuck...Kiss me" moment. It was in this moment we knew Sarah made her choice; she took a leap of faith and chose Chuck and elected to believe in the love we know burns eternally. You could tell by the kiss and her tears that already her faith was being rewarded; as a wise Chuckster once said hope can move mountains!!

I felt that the Sarah's leap of faith in staying with Chuck mirrors my own leap of faith with the show's finale. There is no right or wrong way to feel about the way CHUCK ended; the show has meant so much to me after all I had to have faith in the journey of Chuck and Sarah. Despite how hurt and upset I felt watching it the first time, watching it each time since I have actually gained so much faith, hope and joy in my own personal belief that no matter the obstacles Sarah will make her way back to Chuck; just as Chuck will leave no stone unturned to reach Sarah.



If anyone can lift the veil of Sarah's clouded memory...it's Chuck



“My bed’s too big for just me…” – Can You Tell (Chuck 2:08)


One of the bands featured on the CHUCK finale (Grouplove) has an album out called Never trust a happy song; I wonder if this is how the CHUCK powers-that-be feel? Even in my favourite episode (Vs The Honeymooners) which is as happy a CHUCK episode as you could imagine, the sense of happiness and bliss is contrasted and complimented by Chuck and Sarah’s sense of duty and loyalty to friends as well as Ellie’s sadness at leaving her bother.  The show has never been about pure happiness there is always a mixture of emotions on the display and the finale was no different.

Just relying on one emotion can potentially make a show (and its finale) one dimensional; looking back now there was never any danger of this happening on CHUCK. The show has been primarily about love, light, happiness and friendship but this has always been tempered with emotions like loss, despair angst and darkness. Nothing of value in CHUCK comes without a fight or at a cost as the finale showcased; to get away from the spy life it cost Sarah the (temporary) loss of her memories. [More on this in my previous blog entry]

Conflicting emotions is what raises the show and the character of Chuck above all others in my mind. The spyworld took his parents away at a young age and it even cost his dad's life but still Chuck fights on and like Sarah says "that's what makes him great". 

It's all well and good to see characters as kind and happy as Chuck but what sets this guy apart from the rest is the fact he has seen the worst of humanity for five years but everyday he still puts his body (and his heart) on the line and still sees the best in people.

But it is not all loss in Chuck's life though; he gained Sarah his best friend and soul mate a person who bravery, passion and love (despite her harsh upbringing) makes him want to be a better person everyday for the rest of his life. Once again it is the conflicting emotions that make the ties that bind us in this world stronger; in essence nothing makes us appreciate and cherish what we have in life than thinking about what we've lost.

The truly great stories in life are those where people face adversity and comeback stronger; this happens in life people face tragedy, natural disaster and sadly even war in life and they really have no other option but to rebuild. Whilst Chuck and Sarah along with rest of Team Bartowski were not exactly in war and it would be naive to believe that they could escape the entanglements of the spylife with casualty and loss but they came through the other side.

The situation reminds me of something my Mother often tells me "Bad stuff happens and you just have to be strong enough to deal with it".  This may seem fairly standard observation but Mum's been out there in the world living and experiencing life longer then I; she is perhaps the wisest person I know. When she offers council... I make a habit to listen to it. Please just don't tell her I said that, she may not let me forget it. ;-)


"So we will sing
Cast our hopes out to sea
Though our hearts break
Through violent wind, our ship will sail"- Down River (CHUCK 3:12)


Back to Chuck and Sarah, if they can rebuild after this... and I know they can!! Don't you think that would it make their wonderful story even more special?  I mean if that is even FREAKING possible?!?!?! 

As for my regrets for the Chuck finale, I think fellow a Chuckster said it best when he said you only get the “first watch” experience once and can never really get back. To me the first viewing was a bitter occurrence. Upon viewing it again I feel almost guilty now for not trusting Fedak and Schwartz’s vision for the show’s ending.  We as viewers and can feel however we like about the episode, but they created the show and brought us all along for the ride.  Sure I may have done things a little different but at the end of the day it is their show and they have the right to end it as they see fit.
My concerns now are not so much how it ended for Chuck and Sarah but how it ended for these two with the other characters; I know fellow Chuckster in Oz @BigKev67 made the point of Ellie not sticking around a little longer to help Sarah regain her memories was really strange and sad. Also Casey not getting to say a proper goodbye to the best damn partner he ever had was disappointing.

But most of all my regrets are not HOW the show finished but THAT IT IS FINISHED. I think there are exciting times ahead for Chuck and Sarah, they will have fun getting Sarah’s memories back and can look forward to spending the rest of their lives together and I am a little sad that I won’t get to see that.

As I look to what the future may hold Sarah and Chuck as they begin to rebuild their life together I take pleasure in knowing that they have that precious commodity of time. In the five years they have spent together time has always been in short supply, the next mission and one more enemy. In a way it made every moment Chuck and Sarah (and the rest of the team) spent together so special. But for now at least they have all the time in the world…to me that is pretty awesome.


Pic edit by @JenayBelle

What a journey these 91 episodes have taken the characters on and us as fans too; there has been plenty laughs as well as tears of joy and tears of sorrow. I have had a blast and I really can’t imagine taking another show into my heart like I have CHUCK.

I will be forever grateful to the creators and the people who made the characters so dear to me; so thank you Chris, Josh S, Zach, Yvonne, Adam, Josh G, Sarah, Ryan and the rest of the cast and crew.


And Chuck Day shall ne'er go by,
From this day to the ending of the world,
But we in it shall be remembered-
We few, we happy few, we band of Chucksters;
For they to-day that sheds their blood with me
Shall be a fellow Chuckster; -Chuck V (apologies to Shakespeare)


Fellow fans of the show I consider it an honour and a privilege to be able to discuss the show with you all and let be known that the CHUCK fans are a special breed and I can’t think of a more diverse and special group of people united by a love of this great show.  Standing side by side in the trenches fighting for our show has been an awesome experience, one I will not forget.


We packed up all of our bags
The ship's deck now sags from the weight of our tracks
As we pace beneath flags black and battered
Rattling our swords in service of some faded foreign lord- Lost Coastlines (Chuck 2:12)